i mean, this antibodies-in-the-blood deal could very well be what's up. and the impression i got was that if was the case, it might, might, very well conclude our advanced screening marathon for 2015 and now also 2016.
so that is, honestly! what i am hoping for, honestly! because honestly! i do want to think positive and choose joy and all that business. it's just this spiraling in on me a lot like my initial diagnosis did and my narrative-seeking missal of a brain (i can make that pun with you!) is having a very exhausting field day. because even though i very nearly get homicidal with anybody coming at a cancer patient with the "negative thinking gives you cancer so stop thinking negative" treatment plan, the drunken beauty pageant mother that is occasionally my super ego likes to bludgeon me with it when i am at my most sleepy and vulnerable.
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Date: 2016-01-14 01:58 am (UTC)so that is, honestly! what i am hoping for, honestly! because honestly! i do want to think positive and choose joy and all that business. it's just this spiraling in on me a lot like my initial diagnosis did and my narrative-seeking missal of a brain (i can make that pun with you!) is having a very exhausting field day. because even though i very nearly get homicidal with anybody coming at a cancer patient with the "negative thinking gives you cancer so stop thinking negative" treatment plan, the drunken beauty pageant mother that is occasionally my super ego likes to bludgeon me with it when i am at my most sleepy and vulnerable.
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(((V)))