You are absolutely a shaman of words and I don't think you even need to explain that in coherent depth. In and of itself is the depth. And I get it. I am one of the ones you write for and one of the ones who gains nourishment and resonance from your words. Always have. Your words split me open sometimes in a way that I've yet to encounter elsewhere. I hope you keep writing, digging, and ripping through. Raw, terrifying, chipped away, and real. So very real.